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Post by tessablack on Jul 20, 2009 21:45:55 GMT -5
Delia shook her head slightly, clearing away the slight ringing in her ears. "oh i'm fine, i just...relived a bad memory, that's all" she said nonchalantly, as if her falling over and writhing in pain was no big deal. she almost shuddered at his memory, feeling a little ripple cross over her. "so you are a warrior of Lucina?" she asked, not knowing much about the warriors of the light. she had met to many dark wolves in her time to trust many except for those pledged to the light.
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Post by shestoki on Jul 20, 2009 22:03:01 GMT -5
"Yes, but only recently did I join the guard. Our Ideals are moral justice and kindness to all, but mostly the guard members just throw their weight around now and have gone corrupt. A few days ago I had to keep one from force breeding a female," Shestoki chuckled internally remembering the wolfs indecency, and how he made sure he would never be able to do that again. He continued speaking "honestly, I think the pack is heading down the wrong path, so many act like the dark wolves that we fight against that we may soon become as they are.
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Post by tessablack on Jul 20, 2009 22:08:51 GMT -5
Delia's fur bristled. she remembered when a male had tried to force breed her, he had ended up with his bits frozen off, then she burned him to a sooty heap. "if the pack is heading the wrong way, then why stay in it?" she asked, sitting down and cocking her head to the side slightly. he seemed so good from what she had drawn from his mind, and it was opposite for him to be in a pack that was becoming as dark as the ones that they fought.
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Post by shestoki on Jul 20, 2009 22:23:13 GMT -5
His eyes appearing to sparkle with ice, Silvermind replied "Nothing lacks hope, and I will not give up a pack that has held together for so long without me just because they have screwed up once or twice. All they need is a good alpha and they can get back on track, but currently we have none and so we fall into........ well, moral disagreements.
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Post by tessablack on Jul 20, 2009 22:38:26 GMT -5
Delia frowned, no alpha..... was that even safe. "your pack has no alpha? there must be feuds almost constantly" she said. it had been only a year ago that this same pack had all begged for her to be its leader. everyone who had been there would remember her, those same wolves who were now fighting had begged her to lead them, and now, after her parents death at the paws of Krishna, the pack still had no leader. she let out a small sigh, wondering if she should go back after so long, but still hesitant to claim her inheritance.
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Post by shestoki on Jul 20, 2009 22:47:08 GMT -5
Silvermind replied "yes, we are very argumentative, but the only ones that are high enough in either sides honor is me, and I am never meant to be a alpha. It is said there were good alphas long ago, and so I would never dare tarnish their reputation with my lack of talent for magic. All I need to find is someone that they can trust to lead them in a great way, and one that has some talent with magic and male idiots."
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Post by tessablack on Jul 20, 2009 22:54:13 GMT -5
Delia could feel her heartbeat quicken. Lucina needed her, again, and again she would try to pull away from her duty as alpha. she knew that she fit the bill, she always had, her family always had, but she had not been able to take on that role before. the death of her parents had been to fresh in her mind for her to take their place. she looked away from SilverMind's cold blue eyes, not able to look at one of the followers of the light that she had fled form anymore. " i heard that the last of the great alphas were only killed a year ago, and that is not that long" she said, her paws suddenly becoming the most interesting thing on the planet
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Post by shestoki on Jul 20, 2009 23:09:36 GMT -5
She seemed that she was hiding something, she would not meet his gaze anymore and she seemed to be nervous. Silvermind, tired of all this talk where he was sure she was lying or hiding something attempted to connect with her mind, thinking that if he had been able to do it before he may be able to do it now. Opening his mind to hers now he seemed to be flooded with memories, and not just memories but her thoughts also. He listened and watched as she denied being alpha and argued with herself about becoming alpha now. She was rightfully alpha and kept denying that she wanted it. But in her heart he knew that the only thing holding her back was the freedom of a loner, the happiness that he had felt when he was alone. He remembered that he was attracted by her and so he had to remind himself that it was in fact her choice to make, and what he thought in this matter was clearly biased as far as wanting her to join the pack. But then he said "If you would try to become alpha I am sure the pack would love you to take the position you deserve, but if you would rather stay alone then stay, we don't need to ruin another life in the attempt to save our pack."
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Post by tessablack on Jul 20, 2009 23:15:55 GMT -5
Delia looked up, shocked into silence. there was so way that he could have known about her being the rightful alpha of Lucina, or the way that she longed to lead her pack, but needed the freedom of the loner. she closed her eyes, two voices roaring in her head. one screaming about how it was her duty her her family and her pack to take the position of alpha, and the other yelling about how she would always have responsibility and never be free again.
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Post by shestoki on Jul 20, 2009 23:28:23 GMT -5
He kept hearing her thoughts, the pain of the choice and the lure of both sides, he knew that this choice would hurt her and that she was equally divided, now he leaned in closely to her and speaking suddenly and directly from his thoughts he said "I hope you would stay, I know you are a kind person from what you have done already and the thoughts I have seen, and I know you could still have fun even if you were alpha. " And with that he nuzzled into her neck again, surprised how attached he was already, and how much he felt for her and a tear ran down his cheek fearing that she would not stay.
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Post by tessablack on Jul 20, 2009 23:41:22 GMT -5
Delia's eyes slipped closed when he nuzzled her, enjoying the feeling of being wanted. her tail began to beat against the ground, and she leaned in close to him, his proximity intoxicating. she sighed, having almost forgotten the feeling of being close to other wolves. "even if the rest of the pack has gone astray and my return cannot bring them back, i will be your alpha SilverMind" she said softly into his ear lifting his head to rest on her shoulder and she rested hers on his. "for my pack, for my family, and for you, i will return to my home" her hear was pounding in her chest, not only from her decision, but from how close and loving he was being, something she had thought she had lost since the death of her parents and her alphas.
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Post by shestoki on Jul 21, 2009 13:58:32 GMT -5
"Thank you" he whispered before stepping back from her. Now he seemed to gaze into her eyes , noticing how beautiful and wise they were. He was dazzled because of them and her sense of her unique kindness and her commitment. But then his mind went back to reality and what was at hand, noting to himself that most females would have been angry with him if he touched them like that. He reminded himself of the need for control of his feelings and he felt the grief of his own thoughts again, he remembered that she had not been angry and so he let it go, but it made him wonder even more about her. Now he returned to the task at hand and said to her "well, I guess we should get going, the pack needs you and we need not tarry while the females are undefended and outnumbered, because unlike you most of them are not very strong, or at all powerful with their magic."
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Post by tessablack on Jul 21, 2009 21:35:09 GMT -5
Delia nodded and stood "Lucina needs its alpha, and I wont have anyone getting hurt on account of me being slow" she said, her tail wagging slightly at the idea of being home, but she was furious that males were taking advantage of females and being cruel as those they fought against.
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Post by shestoki on Jul 22, 2009 15:51:08 GMT -5
Silvermind began to lead her back to the pack rather quickly because of the danger the others were in. As he led her back he kept thinking about her memories and pondering if she would still be accepted. Eventually they sped up to a run, both of them feeling the urgency of the situation increase with every second. Silvermind began focusing on the situation instead of on Delia, although he did continue to constantly think about her in times when his mind began to wander.
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Post by tessablack on Jul 22, 2009 17:55:49 GMT -5
Delia bolted after SilverMind, her mind still hooked loosely to his, anxious at meeting the pack again after so long and wondering if they would take her back after he fleeing her responsibility previously. 'are we close" she said to Silver anxiously, green eyes focused ahead of her, but nervous.
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